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Time passed so fast that I actually finishing my Foundation life in few more days , ( IF I PASS)

I can't describe how i felt bout it because this mixed feeling is up n down at the same time .
I actually wrote this cause i got sick today .
Making it hard for me to really express to everyone .

My first thought is I'm losing my friends .
I know we could like meet up again but what chance we have to like everyone is there ? everyone is good enough to gather again . That's just something we can't make it up even you guys keep saying we will .
Not trying to be negative but it's just hard for me to leave you guys now .
It's been better than my secondary life and i really enjoyed with you guys .
You guys shaped my 18-19th life .
Its been a pleasure to meet you guys .
I wish the best to everyone n everyone be succcessful in any path they take in future .
What keep us together is our memories back in our foundation life , although we only like 1 year together but it's the best year .

Wendy , Lionel , Yi Xiang , Yion , Wind, Xiu Qin n others that is close to me ,
Thank you for everything you guys done for me
You guys may be idiots sometimes but you are the best in term of friendship .
I thank god for making me meet you guys .
I know Lionel is like brother to me last time , i appreciate it yes for whatever he done for me .
I thank you for that , but it's not that i dont want to be friend with you anymore .
Is the attitude of yours i dont want to be friend with .
The day with you is fun , but your attitude is i can't cope with .
You don't want to apologize its ok , you just have to apologize thru your actions .

Wendy ,
I may not know you the most but you are like my Older sister .
like somehow very protective
I know some peoples were just saying I'm sticking to girls , but i don't give a shit .
I stick to whoever i feel comfortable with .
N i feel very comfortable around you .
You gave advices thru voicenote is somehow annoying but comforting haha .
You give a straight answer for what i need to hear .
Thank you for everything .

Yi Xiang n Wind ,
Hi there , u both have the worst temper in the class i believe haha .
But you guys have a kind heart that normally people dont have .
I like the way you guys always fight in the class somehow it's funny .
Sorry for not helping out cause it's too funny to break it up . Haha
You guys help a lot too , n always ready to listen to my thoughts .
I really want to tell you guys that i really appreciate it alot .
Thank you .

Yion
Yion u been a great help to me , n know alot of my secrets that you will not reveal it out .
You always listen up to what i really want to say and give advices that really link to my style .
I think you have the best temper in class i guess .
You can always find me if you have problems yo , but you don't look like you have any shitty problem at all hahah.

Kenn n Yian
You both are the greatest assholes in the class . I call it assjoker .
I dont't know what to say to you guys but thank you hahaha.
I don't have much thing to say to you guys .
N Kenn , sorry for the misunderstanding last time .
It's my fault somehow .

Xiu Qin
Hi there , thank you for your kindness like never got angry to me before .
WAIT , you actually did once .
You actually got angry at me at Redang for i didn't start off with the idea just for a pair of slipper !
Haha
Thank you you help me most in term of homework , you'll never say no , unless it's 10pm onwards . ( Your bed time freaking sleeping beauty )
I like the smile of yours ,
My mum said it too , you look like a sweet girl .
Thanks alot

Oh my god , i didn't know writing is so tiring

Ris , KY , XL , Xing Yee , Yetin , SC , Mei San , Sin Yee , Juan Yong
Hello girls ,
although I'm not that close with you guys but we have alot fun memories .
Those laughter from Kit Ying n Xing Yee , i dont know why they always laugh .
Why are you all always so happy hahhaha
Good luck in future !

last of all , Janice
Hi there , i know you will say this er xin but just bear with it lah .
In class , you are the closest to me .
You know when I am down , when I am super high , when I am not so down not so high .
I just feel so comfortable around you .
You let me understand that friendships is sometime we should treasure a lot ,
which i dont really do in the past 18 years . Im being honest .
You always there for me , supporting me for whatever i want to do .
Like you just there all the time .
You may be dumb sometimes in life , but in your studies you are just superior .
For as far as i know , you have a great determination , like if you want it , then you do it .
But i don't know what happen to your diet determination lah hahah , its just something science cannot explain it .
I think in my girls friend , you have the biggest appetite like  wow haha .
like you can eat 4 meals a day , 5 meals? i dont know .
I really thank you for everything you have done for me .
No matter in studies , life , or social . Its just too much .
In studies , you help me alot like you push me to study ,
I'm weak in studies , but you don't really mind .
In fact you always teach me during your half way thru memorizing your biology and chemistry .
I know you felt annoyed sometimes but you never show that expression , you just smile there and teach .
I felt bad sometimes haha
I can't balance up for what you have done for me , n what i have done for you .
Cause you did alot although you somehow annoying sarcastically tease me alot .
I don't mind though cause i can give you double back .
Dont always act tough and keeping everything in your dumb head .
You got alot of friends just tell them you are not okay .
Tell them you need them .
I have mixed feeling bout you but it's something i can't say .
Just thank you

BYE :)