Back to Self

Everyone has his own love story .

No matter happy ending or other way , it's still a story to remember .

I,myself also have my own story .

But mine don't have it's actual ending .


I been searching for my own full stop for this love story ,
But it haunt me for the continuous suffering .

I admit for this all , I really love this girl .
But ,
What she felt of me is different .

This girl has created a space to fill memories for me .

Maybe that all is not this girl's precious moment .
But to me , it is .

I already reach a point where climax is not able to come to light .
A story with no peak and no ending ,
How pathetic for me .

If there is a full stop or ending ,
Please do tell me how .



My heart now just void .
It's just endless space .

For the time we spend ,
without clues or ideas of us going where ,
It's just so fun .

It's just something to explore what we might not know .

The laughter we spend ,
Ransom.

The sorrow we share ,
Gold .

For all the memories this girl gave ,
I am much obliged to you .


I already know what i have to do .
Not for the sake of this girl ,
For Self .